Having to bring my daughter back and forth from specialist to specialist and seeing all those children and their parents in the hospital when we met with the surgeon yesterday, got me to thinking. We all really love our kids no matter what. Whatever our children are going through, one would hope that as a mother or a father that you would be there for your child and show them how much you love him or her. You would move mountains, walk on water all in the name of love for your child if you could. Right? So then I got to thinking some more, (I am really good at thinking) how does this sweet baby girl and my wonderful son know that I love them, do they know? Do they truly know how much I love them from the depth of my soul? So I thought I should write it down so that, one day they can read it and realize that I loved them from the moment they came into my life.
To My Sweet Baby Girl,From the moment you entered my life I have loved you. You are the sweetest most beautiful baby I have ever seen. When I hold you it is as if your little body just melts into my arms. I will never forget the first time I looked into your eyes, you were not what I expected, you were so much more. I knew from that moment on I would love you, I would protect you, I would give you a wonderful life, and show you all this beautiful life has to offer. When they told me what you were going to have to endure at such a young age, my heart was broken, I don’t want you to have to go through any of this.
We have a lot of rough roads ahead of us but I will help you, I will always be there . I wish I could take this pain from you, I wish it was my heart they had to cut into and not yours, I would take it from you if I could. You will never be alone I, promise you , I will be there with you every step of the way and I will love you through it all. You are always going to be my sweet little girl and I want you to know how much you are loved forever and always.
To My Wonderful Son,
You have always been my little guy, my pal from the moment you were born. For 6 years it has just been you and me together exploring the world. You have brought me so much joy in my life, so much fun, so much laughter, you are one funny kid. You are so bright, so curious and you make me so proud each and every day. You amaze me with the things you are able to do and accomplish. You are so full of life and intelligence, so full of compassion and empathy, I am so proud to be your mom. You have always been so well behaved and people have always told me how blessed I am. You are my dream come true, my first born child and now you are the best big brother a baby girl could ask for. I admire your ability to have fun and to imagine anything your little mind can create, I often wish I could be more like you. I wish I could take a look through your eyes for just one day, and see the world in its entire splendor. You always have a way of lighting up a room when you enter it and making your presence known and I love you for that. I look forward to seeing you after school and hearing about your day. I will always be there for you, to love you, to guide you for all the days of my life. You are my sunshine and I will love you for always and a day, my sweet, loving boy.
Tell your kids you love them, hold them close, make them feel special. Life is so short, it is full of ups and downs, ins and outs, but take them by the hand and experience it all with them, enjoy your life with them.