Monday, August 5, 2013
Stressing out big time. My daughter has her yearly visit to the cardiologist coming up this week. We are seeing a new doctor which completely adds to the stress. People who have been there understand completely what I am going through and feeling right now. All the stress of the surgery and the terrifying feelings flood my brain. I get so scared that they will tell me she needs to have another surgery, I worry that this doctor who doesn't know her will want to do test after test looking for a problem. I just worry, I'm a worrier. And she also has to go on her birthday, which I know seems cruel but it was the only appointment I could get and it's super early so we will get it over and done with.